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Daily Dose 😇 [8/6/22]

8th June, 2022
Evening 21:12 

Its been a day a little emotionally harsher than the other. It was the first day of our paediatrics postings. Sounds good, right? I have always thought I have a knack for Paediatrics and I was looking forward for it keenly. Also, the fact that we were being ignored by the Obs-Gyne posting and then the very next month, it was hard to follow the community health lectures, which was then ignored by us. So, Pedia, it feels that it will accept me good!.

I woke at around 8 and it as a headache to wake the way I did today, there was no electricity and hence no fan. Waking up sweaty is the worst way to wake up! Also, the fact that my phone just had 2 percent battery made things worse. I woke up, planned whether to go to college or not. We are having exam these days, so the classes and wards are empty for the time being. Me , going alone with no plan in n mind and no battery in phone could have been a plan flopped already. But, what else could have done at home otherwise. Hence, I got forward with the day and got ready and left for college.
I reached 9 minutes later than the designated time. But, no worries no one else came earlier than me.  I texted a few people and till the time I can expect replies, my phone lost its fuel and got switched off. I know a friend of mine would be arriving in about 20 minutes. I roamed around the whole college campus In order to not stand like a ghost outside the building designated for us. I had no clue what the time was. Disadvantages of being completely dependent on phone, right? 
It was after feeling dejected and losing hope, I saw two of my classmates walking towards me. I was still clueless of what is the process we need to follow at our first day but their arrival filled me with positive vibes and I was happy, way happier that what I felt in the past 10 mins with was filled with only helplessness.
The rest of the day went smooth. I studies what I wanted to. I relaxed and enjoyed songs. I got frustrated and went for a walk with mommy and ate Pani-puri. And its now, that I am figuring out my day. What I plan further is to eat, relax and sleep. Wake early tomorrow and prepare for exam.  Yep, tomorrow I have Microbiology exam and I need to prepare still.

When I think of tomorrow, my day would follow as a class of paediatrics on symptomatology which I desperately want to attend.  How would we proceed with a patient if we don’t understand the path opened by the patient when he/ she reveals their symptoms? 
Then, I would study for exam, appear for exam and relax a little bit more. Then the preparations for the next and the last exam, pathology practical would be done.
A few of my friend ( J) have gone to visit BJ Beats , Ahmedabad. I felt a little bad and jealous but never-mind. I need to figure out my life first and maybe, this is the first step towards it.

Also, I have registered myself as a volunteer for the blood donation which is going to be held on14th June. I hope to have a good experience and good time. And nope, I am not afraid of N now. I stand on my own, and really really, independent of these chicks.
A few more secret plans to be made but not revealed!
See you later

Thank you.

ANU

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