Happens to Every good to us.

My phone being the way it is, it got switched off in the middle of the road. The most confusing road and me being the a very forgrtdull one , I gad no option that to leave things as they are and and drive back to college, by whatever path I remember and trust where it's leading me. It was the high time in afternoon. It was hot and axitiogenic for me. But I had not other solution. I roamed and roamed in the maze and taking a few wrong turns and other right turns I at last reached and om Time. I rushed back to mess to have my food as soon as possible. I had to call my mom to inform I am alright and aittimg in my college.

I called. She answered casually. Wait, did she even notice I had a phone switched off since hours and I had to tackle the roads without maps ? "That's okay."I though and moved on.

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