It's a quite place which I always claimed will make me most productive. And now that I am here, I occasionally get lost in my thoughts, which is basically about all the issues I am surrounded with. While at home, I was constantly in search of emptiness, a room where no one ones what am I doing, judge whether what I am doing would actully help me make my future better, to validate the feelings I express. I used to just sleep or try to study in a room locked from inside where most of the time was spent crying till I am too exhausted to do nothing more than needed, sorting what went wrong and hiding from everyone around. I have been there before and after attempts of moving on, the things are back again , right in front of me. Everytime it happens, it leave a hollowness inside which doesn't really fills up. It gets deeper, progressively. I have been shrinking out socially and hasn't been a serious bother since the ones I have to keep with me, are with me. The previous tim...
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ReplyDeleteSeems like this one's special... What happens when people open their hearts, they get better... Loved this one.✨🌟
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