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Random Day Random Thoughts #2

 The whole week was a struggle to make through. I have been waiting for the Friday evening since the last Sunday night as Saturdays are half day for us and it is easier to make through these half days , with different sense of energy, not only in students but in teachers as well, and the reward we get after this is a good and most peaceful Saturday evening and whole of the Sunday which we wish, could stretch for a life time ( but being realistic, i admit its never happening that way) . Since not even 3 complete months have been passed after since our year one at college has began, the hostilities miss their homes a lot and it is the Saturday which brings them the courage to bear up whole week  and at the end head to home and meet their family and acquaintances.

I am stumbling on a path which is very new for me.I try, I fail ( more often than not), I feel disheartened, I linger on the thing for a while and then, eventually, I move on.

It is super new to me to observe people so diverse with their thoughts , acts and behaviors. Till now, all the people I  have seen in my surrounding comprised of my friends, who all were alike and had same story and everyday happenings. We would wake up for school, reach almost 5  mins later than we thought that would be appropriate, studied only the content we were being taught at the school , come back home , watch television and rest of the day would be gone unnoticed. Some of us would get indulged in extra-curricular activities but more or less, this was the general schedule for everyone , at anytime.

The world is different. What I see everyday is different. Everyone around me is different or Unique in themselves.

It is great to see things so diverse but I find it equally hard not the the brightest light to blind you, to not let yourself lose your self ( or is it important to lose your self?). We should have our own identity,  right ?

We would figure out things eventully, and only time would tell.😄😀

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Random Day, Random Thoughts #1

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Thank you 

ANU

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