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It sounds like Fiction !!

 After getting ended with a exam that lasts for 3 hours, all the students were asked to leave the examination hall and subsequently, to leave the examination center. I entered the taxi, heading to the bus stop. There were still 4 hrs for bus to arrive and depart, me and my parents were to head up to visit my dad's friend. I was super tired to do it. All I could have thought about was a place to relax ! The visit was fine amd I did get a chance to relax though.

Heading back home was kind of beautiful. The breeze was cool and soothing and all I  could have thought about was, listening to instrumental of Canon in D.. Super Peaceful !!

 The main reason of being calm was the thought that now, after soo much time of hardships  I'll be free,  a d would be left with nothing to worry a out from the next day .I loved the night lights, which appeared blurred (I wasn't wearing my specks at that moment )which appeared to be like snowflakes !!  

It's been long that I  notices nature so much with patience..

So, was my thought of being absolutely free  about to come true.?

Well, it's not that easy..😅

Instead of being free, I guess I must say that was busy, even more  busier than before as I was free to live my self without any exam pressures !!

Talk to u guys soon !

Again

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