Kaagazi

Kaagazi, a Hindi word meaning - something related to paper, just on paper, but can I take it as- just for documentation and maybe , just for holding record ? 

When things are perfect on paper, with no errors or glitches and there is nothing unusual you could find in the records, why didn't the stuff worked out ? 

Thats concerning .

When every work we do is solely for documentation and our first aim is the recording of the events which would help us in future to retrieve what happened in past, when all that matters is paper work,  who would bother to know if  the recorded stuff is the actual thing that happened ? 

When all I want to do is the bare minimum of the total work and have a perfect illustration of work on the paper which safeguards me from any future allegations, why would I bother to go an extra mile, everyday to ensure that the work I am supposed to do is actually making difference in real life ?

I thought it would be earlier to finish the project on paper but it's definately not satisfying at the end of the day. It feels empty even if there are no complains from the superiors and the paycheck is recieved on time. Yet, I have been hating to realise everyday that things could have been better, for me and for the purpose I am serving to others, that I should have seen the results  rather than making it just a formality to be proved to the world that -- hey, I have been making efforts, it's on the paper ! But I don't know why I failed the project . That's sad. Maybe I should be able to do it the next time.  

Taking note of little things which are normal- most-of-the time helps us in knowing the baseline for it and with that baseline in mind, any  minor fluctuation or begining of deviation from the normal could be detected early, at the reversible stages of the damage.  Again it takes efforts which may seem like waste most-of-the-time, because minos things are normal most-of-the-time but to prevent  that one minor margin of error, would you think the efforts aren't worth it ? Or are we just here to deal with things which are Normal most of the time and when they were not, oh we just failed and failure happens, just as any other event?

Precision to details, to have them in the mind, to notice their presence and absence and  to finally address them would be difficult but worth trying, right? 

I hope I am able to pass on the message of need of knowing the work being done on ground and the impact it's making, because if the message isn't understood, this article would just be another Kaagazi document in the millions other.  

Waiting to hear your thoughts on this !